Did I lost my best friend to another woman?

Did I lost my best friend?
Did I lost him to another woman?
Did I felt my heart broke from a friend or a former lover?
Did I lost my best friend for things I couldn’t offer?
Have you been doing with her
Things you did with me
Cigarettes, weed, rice and wine
Aren’t they supposed to be mine?
Jealousy is not yet a crime
I know I am nothing, but special would it been nice

I like to keep special things for certain people
Like you playing d minor
And me with flat singing
Do you sing with her too?
That would broke me

Don’t tell me

Did I lost my best friend?
Why things have to come to an end?
You are fine until something better comes along
You are all mine until sex makes you feel fine
Body heat, wet body or
Broken heart, tearful body

Have I ever had a friend or just company?
Are you like a cat sneaking around
Forget about home for a while
And comes back with bruises for me to heal
But what happens to me when you are not here?
Did you forget about me or you just don’t need me?
I am always here and always will
I don’t have a home
Or someone I count on
When the pleasure is gone
Can I stop being on my own?

Did I lost my best friend to another woman?
I have nobody, you know
I want to make creep jokes and watch reality shows
Do you say bad things about me like you have done in the past?
Will you say something you may regret?
You probably don’t remember
But the words still echos in my head
You know your mistakes
How long will take for you feel free of them?

I am jealous
I confess

I don’t have nobody
Who would want me?
I don’t have nobody
And you don’t need me

Laugh, music and weird melodies
Wine, fire and party booths

Don’t leave me just yet
Did I lost my best friend?

How was your weekend?
I bet it was fine
Oh, what about mine?
I just spend the whole day crying
No, it’s not a lie
No, don’t need attention
I just needed a hug when things get tension

Don’t worry about me
I will be fine
I want you to be happy
I am still recovering
And the healing is longer
All the roads lead me to one end
Lonely, sad and no friend

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Recommend song “I hate I love you” by Gnash
#poems #poetry #friendpoem #poetrycommunity
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Chess

I’ve been having mixing feelings
Specially about you
I wish I was able to tell everything
My mind is a giant mess
My thoughts are playing chess
And the queen is now dead

I feel like you wouldn’t understand
Cause you never did
I loved you, but you were selfish
I sold the rights of my heart to you
I did everything I never wanted to
But my body keeps missing you

I was reading last night
And I saw something about soulmates
I wish I could tell the feelings I felt when we first dated

Perhaps, it was meant to turns out this way
I am scared of bridges but I jumped anyway
The water is cold
Why wouldn’t you just hold me
And keep me warm as the night pass by

I screamed when I fell
When fell for you
My horse ready to make the move
But yours is way faster
Am I just a fragile woman with a stupid mind?
Or the things back and forth are just a blurred sight of my personal paradise?

I don’t know how to play
Neither swin
I don’t know every game
I never learn to win
I just need a hug from the man who didn’t love me
My eyes were red while your pale face stares
Can I see your face before you run away?

I don’t believe in soul
But you were my check mate
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Recommend song to fit the vibe : Ariana Grande “better off”

#poetry #chesspoem #chess #poems #lovepoems #love #writer #lovepoestry #poet
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August 9th /

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Chess

I’ve been having mixing feelings

Specially about you

I wish I was able to tell everything

My mind is a giant mess

My thoughts are playing chess

And the queen is now dead

I feel like you wouldn’t understand

Cause you never did

I loved you, but you were selfish

I sold the rights of my heart to you

I did everything I never wanted to

But my body keeps missing you

I was reading last night

And I saw something about soulmates

I wish I could tell the feelings I felt when we first dated

Perhaps, it was meant to turns out this way

I am scared of bridges but I jumped anyway

The water is cold

Why wouldn’t you just hold me

And keep me warm as the night pass by

I screamed when I fell

When fell for you

My horse ready to make the move

But yours is way faster

Am I just a fragile woman with a stupid mind?

Or the things back and forth are just a blurred sight of my personal paradise?

I don’t know how to play

Neither swin

I don’t know every game

I never learn to win

I just need a hug from the man who didn’t love me

My eyes were red while your pale face stares

Can I see your face before you run away?

I don’t believe in soul

But you were my check mate

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Photo by Dean ellies, found on Tumblr

Song by Ariana Grande “better off”

#poetry #chesspoem #chess #poems #lovepoems #love #writer #lovepoestry #poet #salamanymph

August 8th /

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Harry Potter House Aesthetics (x)

Slytherin | Gryffindor | Hufflepuff | Ravenclaw 

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“E eu vou ficar no meu quarto, sem fazer barulho e fingindo que eu não existo.”

Harry Potter.   (via bucolicas)

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SATOSHI SAIKUSA | CHARLOTTE GAINSBOURG | JEAN PAUL GAULTIER COUTURE |  FALL 2001 

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